Friday, March 09, 2007

Looking forward...

Flying back to KL next week! Woohoo!!! Looking forward to it... But... Damn those news! Why at the time I be flying back soon, they have to broadcast news on plane crashing and being set ablaze. Argh! Scary thought, no doubt but I am still looking forward to travel back to the concrete jungle.

Can't wait to meet up with my old buddies, catch up with all the loss time. And of course, can't wait to meet my baby. =P

Oh well, I am just looking forward....

posted by icydefunct at 12:24 PM 1 comments

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Frustration

Frustrations!

Certainly I am! My situation force me into this mode! Why can't things turn out my way rather than against me? It would just make life much simpler, don't you think so?

But life isn't simple, it always find ways, somehow to torment the poor soul in us at a daily basis!

Argh... So frust!!!!

Frust!!!

posted by icydefunct at 12:31 AM 1 comments

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Someone

"Hi..."

My first ever word I said to that someone.

That someone is none other than the,

someone that bring no significance to others,
but holds a special place in my heart.

someone that I will cherish every waking moment with.

someone that I will share my joy and happiness with.

someone that I will share his pains and sorrows.

someone that I will love unconditionally, and be there to support and comfort.

someone that I will do those little things in life to make that someone whole and happy.

someone that I truly had fallen head over heels to.

someone that I fear of losing but kept strong for that someone.

... ... ... ... ...

I Love You

posted by icydefunct at 10:26 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

ZERO

Zero - the beginning... Zero - the end... Zero - the loss... Zero - the infinite

Everything in this world follows the 'Rule of Zero'. Humans are one good example of that rule. We are non-existent until our father's little worms meet our mother's little egg. From there we are formed, sculpted into a human being form. Each and every one are sculpted uniquely, as what and how God had planned for us. Months later, we are delivered into this heaven land known as Earth but there are some of us who are unfortunate. They became non-existent as soon their presence is felt in this heaven land.

To the fortunate ones who made it into this heaven land, our life starts off with nothing - zero. As our life progresses, we attained more numbers in our life - numbers that represents our success and failures, experiences and challenges in life, wealth and fulfillment in life. It alls accumulates to one point where is known as infinity. At this point, life ends for one, and we are back to zero - since the limit to infinity is zero. Although the point of infinity differs from one person to another but we will always reach that point no matter how one reach it.

That's how the cycle goes for anyone of us, and everything else that God has created on this heaven land known as Earth. Zero is the beginning of a life, zero is the ending of a life. Zero signifies losses, zero signifies infinity.

For me, wherever you may be, whatever you be doing, whoever you may meet, all of it starts from zero. And since zero is circular in shape, we can deduce that everything goes in a circular motion. We start from one point, we will eventually end back at that point.

Like me, my life is now back to the start - at point zero! ~ No! I am not DEAD! Just that we lost everything and now we are to start all over again! Ish! You readers ar!

Anyway, back to me since this is my blog... ;P

Hmmm...where was I, ah!

Life is full of zero variables. Like when we encounter failures, we have to start from scratch - zero. When we start a relationship of any kind, we start by knowing that stranger and being strangers means not knowing each other - zero. When we start a project, a work or something of God knows what, we start from nothing and made it into something - zero yet again. See how the many 'Zeros' are in and out of our life? It comes and goes, just as it is...

Zeros here and zeros there, whatever it is, ZEROS are in our life! We cant avoid it, since not doing anything means zero, and doing something means approaching zero. So no point avoiding something unavoidable. Besides, zero is not so bad, is nice to the eyes... Round and round it goes in an infinite circular motion. Circles reminds me of a few things... Hahaha... ;P

Oh well, my life is now back at the start, so is my blog, emptied the archive and began anew!

Enjoy the new blog coz Iceman is back in action to chill you down your spine!

posted by icydefunct at 12:52 PM 0 comments

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